Then Read It From the Bottom to Top (A Reverse Poetry)

I am a ­nothing 
So I refuse to believe that
I am just as worthy as she is
I am not as beautiful nor strong.

And nothing you say will make me believe 
I am graceful and steady on the inside
And my heart is right because

painful broken society-implaced beauty.
Is always more important than
inner beauty 
because remember
how you look on the outside matters.
No longer can it be said that 

I am a somebody.
I don't matter.
So don't try to convince me this ugly lie:
I am beautiful.
 

(Read it now from the bottom to top)